Only You

Only You,
I used to love this movie.....it's not a very famous one, barely a hit, infact hit and miss kinds. But it used to be my favourite when I was in school. Ahhh......Its was about how you find love....how you go after it, how you trust your instincts, soulmates...romance and the works!
But the movie, is not what I am willing to write about.....then??
It's been almost 5-6 years since i last saw that movie, maybe more than that. But back in those day, gosh i sound as though I am some elderly saint. Anyways back then, I loved the movie because it had the whole idea about soul mates absolute romance, your prince in shining armour. But just the day before when i saw it again thinking that I would enjoy it and think of those times......I just couldn't relate to it!!!
Today all I can think of is how the hell could Marissa Tommie run after a voice just like that? How could she trust a fortune teller she met like ages ago(that too at an amusement park)? How is it possible that she left a steady, successful and near to perfect partner for some name she actually thought was her soul mate? Most majorly...how could she believe in the fallacy of 'soul mates'(though this part I don't entirely disagree!) How? Why? But why?.....These are the only questions I can think about!!!

I would never say my reasoning's behind the film are justified or not. The movie is still the same. Though it looks much better on a 32" flat screen LCD(wall mounted!). What has changed is me.
I have been awarded with the power to reason. the power to question anything and everything that has never happened to me and think that its just a fallacy. The power to not believe thinks as they are. All this over a period of years.....if that's what you call experience, maturity, intellect, etcetera. Then Thanks! I dont want it.

I want my power to reason, power to not believe, power to question....I dont know when I want! I plainly dont know when I would want to be on gaurd and need these powers. Should I be knowing? More importantly.....can I know?
All I know for sure now at this moment is.....I wanna enjoy Only You just the way I did when I was 15-16!

Blogging Beckons me again

Its been more than a year since I last blogged. All I remember now is that it used to be exhilarating and felt as though I find my peace and place in this world after a few vent outs. Reason for me to come back to blogging has been D. A good friend, a great mentor and even greater human being and after reading her blog, I wasreminiscent of my past....I could relate to why D posted it there, and what relief she must have got after doing so. I came back to have the same feeling once again.....not that my problems or smiles are the same like her, but solely the fact that you feel there is someone to listen :P that too for free...

Another reason....errrr.....I saw Man About Town today and how he kept a journal. Funny film, but very intriguing in its own humorous way....

My old ways....

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A lot has happened to me since my last blog.....the url name stays same....the title remains the same....but the person over this side has changed. Still in the transition phase, so cant vouch yet whether the change is for good or worse......but yes I have changed. Working...in love with a man....(whom I eventually ) married :P....a lot more apprehensive....a lot less brash about life....a lot more rumblings in my head. Did age bring this along....or marriage...or for that matters any bloody hormone that triggered it....ha ha ha...I might never know!!!

But for now....all seems good!